I’m very comfortable and enjoy the life I have.
It’s too comfortable. It’s comfortable to the point that I don’t think I have goals anymore. Goals are not something I ever had, but I always had goals like graduating high school, college, full time job, etc. You know, like stuff that’s already implied. What’s next though?
Don’t get me wrong, I still have stuff that I want to do, you know? Maybe OWN a house, have a wife, and get a job I’m satisfied. These items are not on a time limit, nor expiration date, but other than that, what’s next? Do I have kids to give my life some structure? At 25 should I even worry about what’s next, or just live in the moment and enjoy the limited youth?
It’s too many questions and I’m too comfortable to want an answer to them. There are personal development goals I still have. Maybe those are the ones that are really important. What good is it to have the material goals developed if I’m a shitty person?
Reading what I just wrote, it sounds very silly to worry about this. Some folks don’t ever accomplish what they need to, yet they are happy. I guess it’s just a reminder to myself that we are all different and reach happiness in separate, happy paths.
It sounds like the best approach is just being mindful, and staying in a positive direction. I’m not really a believer of a higher power, or some afterlife, so in pessimistic views, there’s nothing else to look forward to. This life is all I have. Why worry about things that are not in your control, and you can’t exactly predict every possible scenario of how you want your life to be. Well, actually, not having any goals makes life a little better. Who knows?